Wow. One year ago, my life changed. My whole world turned upside down. Everything I had known for the last 4 years changed, in what seemed like the blink of an eye.
November, last year was a horrible time for me. I packed up an entire house, into two separate piles, in hopes to bring it all back together.
Andrew has been in Georgia a whole year now. Weird just thinking about it.
I always thought I would marry that boy. From day one with him, I know he wasn't like every other boy in the world. He was that one piece of my puzzle that was missing.
Its been one heck of a bumpy ride. It started as a fun one, I thought I would be moving down there in May. Andrew got laid off in April so we decided we should wait a little longer until we knew we would be okay. I was ready to move in May, I was excited. Until he got laid off. He quickly got hired again with an ambulance service, but things we changing. He wasn't happy anymore. He wanted to be a fireman. That's what he had always wanted to do.
We began to argue, but I was still "happy." I knew I loved that boy. I slowly began to think that I didn't want to move. I thought I can't leave everything I know and love. We fought. more. and more.
Finally we decided it would be best for both of us if we broke up. :( Kati wasn't so happy anymore. Long distance is one of the hardest things you can do, everyone told me, if you really love him you can do it. BULLSHIT!!!! I do love that boy. Still to this day I love him, but its hard.
Since then, we've had our ups and downs. (more downs then ups)
I still know if I ever need anything in my life, I will always have one person I can call, and he would do anything in his power to help me. Were just at two different places in the world.
I still have hope that one day he will pull up outside of my house with a U-Haul and load up all my things and sweep me off my feet.
WoW. So much has changed in a year.
P.S. I'm pretty sure he doesn't read my blog, so if someone could pass on a hint, thatd be great:)
